Twigs & Branches

First of all, let me state that I very much love all my children.  That does not mean I approve of everything they do, or that I like it.  If they should do something stupid like abuse their child or anyone else’s they need to be very afraid of me going to the law, because…why?? The child comes first, not your fucking ego.  

So, I have this kid, who is 41 years old and is acting oh maybe 7 or 8.  She thinks she’s the bully on the playground and really all she’s doing is crushing any chances of having a relationship with her family.  No one likes you Mak.  And Wesley grew up to be a pretty good guy.  You and your assessments that you make about people are not nearly as correct as you think they are.

My assessment at this moment, is that not just Wesley, but you too, inherited a very serious mental disease.   Don’t ask me what… But you and Wesley are full siblings-he’s bipolar, autistic, and he has the worst kind of schizophrenia there is to have.  And yes, he turned out to be a good guy, and he is constantly working to better himself.  Which is more than you do for yourself.  How can you better yourself?? You already know it all don’t you.  Well, you think you do, or at least you’d have us believe it.  Guess what, I know your mo  That is exactly why I knew you guys  would be headed for California.  you were running away from your own nightmare. And when I say YOURs, I mean a nightmare YOU created!  I’m your mother for Gods sake, no one knows you like I do. So, got your message through your sister (she’s still legally adopted remember?) that you wanted to piss on my grave.  To which, I say, go ahead, I’ll be dead, will I even care? No.

And to make things a bit harder for you… we are not being buried in the Earth.  So, good luck finding out where to piss now. You are acting soo juvenile.  Such an idiot you are wasting your time and energy on hatred–not to mention you are hating all the wrong people.  Hating is just wrong, it causes so many bad attitudes, and allows people like you to justify your behaviors in your mind, when in truth–there is no justifications for what you have done, and are probably still doing.

Setting the record straight:

 There will be no inheritance for you and there are wills in place that establish that fact.  NOTHING except $1.  Who has been the princess since you have been away, and before that even.  Hate to tell you, I am Clyde’s only beloved.  And in fact just two days ago, I heard from Clyde’s mouth..”She is no daughter of mine.” Actions speak louder than words.  You have not acted, not even tried, to stay connected to him.  And don’t say I’d stop him from talking to you because I would not have at the time. Now is a completely different matter.  I am in charge of caring for him and I will be damned if I will let you hurt him–not emotional, not physically, not mentally, no, nada, nothing… go away.Our attitude toward you, Clyde actually said it best.   It has been your very actions that proved to us exactly what you are.  You are a cruel and mean person.  You enjoy controlling other people, even picking them up so you can throw them down and virtually attacking them, it’s a literally game for you to be cruel to others.  I personally don’t want to have anything to do with you so long as you are this immature.  You are a playground bully, and you can only bully people who let you.   We won’t let you.  Do not try again.

You admitted to fucking with David’s head.  You had him convinced that HE needed therapy!!  We both laughed at that one.  Why don’t you fucking follow your own advice.  You are a gaslighter, we’ve seen it.  You admitted to abusing a child, whether you realized it or doesn’t matter.  You were actively working to poison the well?? Why would you do that to a child??!!!!   And you proved you were a better mother by managing to convince everyone that her mother is the mentally ill one.   I’m sorry Mak, it is you who is very, very ill.  

We don’t want you around.  On the other end of that spectrum of things you are capable of—murder.  I think you are fully capable.  I am scared as all fuck of you, and if you were to show up here now after all this time, I’d be happy to either call 911 for Tresspass, or to show you to your vehicle. I consider you such a threat at this point, to my mental stability, that I could becomes quite… well, trigger happy.  STAY AWAY.  I don’t care what you want anymore.

Clyde doesn’t think anymore of you  than I do.  When I told him what Janea said you said, he just laughed and laughed…”she’s no princess of mine.”   “She has another thing coming to her.” 

1. If you decide to come in and see if what I say is true…. you will have a very rude awakening.

       Love and kindness, the kind of person I wanted you to be, does not come out of you. I see you as evil and you can’t think of being nice to anyone unless you want something.   Like did you get anything juicy from Martha?  She will figure you out with time.  Most people do.  You are really a sad case.  I love you but I like YOU NOT!

Let me ask you, really, how often have I lied to YOU! You know that I am not a habitual liar, that one would be you projecting onto me.  I throw a mirror up to catch and throw it away.  I want NOTHING from you.  Go the fuck away!!!!

STAY AWAY FROM US.  I will press charges if I can, any charges that I can make will be all the worse now that we are elders.  JUST STAY AWAY.   I will keep this post forever more to prove you had been warned.  And you have been warned.  And don’t think I’m not capable, I called the authorities on Diane in terms of abusing the elderly.  Twice.

You know, you act like a couple alcoholics in the family that I knew.  They were mean,they were after any piece of meat they could acquire, including going after a niece.  So far as I know you are not even a drunk.  Unless you are drunk on what you perceive as power, and honey in this family, YOU HAVE NONE.  You don’t matter to us.  Why would we care after the way we’ve been treated. Get the fuck over yourself. You are neither as pretty, even worth the air you breathe.

In this case, it’s time to quit sending messages in any way, shape, or form.  First I could really care less what you want to say to me, cause your word isn’t worth shit to me.  You are incapable of follow through in terms of kindness and I am unwilling to live with your games, your meanness, your cruelty. You can deal out your shit to someone else. Eventually, you’ll get it all back in spades.  It’s called Karma.  

Good luck justifying all that behavior when you have absolutely no one in your life when you need someone the worst.  You have very little to no- foresight, and you are totally void of common sense else you’d not treat the people who loved you the most the way you have.  

There will be consequences.   Leave us alone.  Stay away.  Don’t send us messages.  JUST GO THE FUCK AWAY.  Move to another city, to another state, just go the hell away.

3rd of all– I flat out don’t like you.  I do not want your messages.  Just go the fuck away will you??? Quit trying to enter my happy place, I will not open the door.  I will not open my mind.   Not now, not ever again.  You have cost me dearly.  And this is what I get for it.  Just go fuck yourself.  Oh wait! You already have, so many times…wow, amazing you are still breathing….  go be angry with someone else and eventually, just see if they give you the time of day. This is one war, you can not win.  Just go away. We don’t want to hear from you in anyway shape or form.  David leaving you? Tough shit, we don’t want to hear about it.  You are sick, and you can’t walk, you really could use someone to talk to.  Good luck with that you nasty little bitch.  Go the fuck AWAY!

4th.  I’ve heard a rumor.  Dave has a woman on the side at work???  It is true? Is he actually worth it, or have you worked out some deal (via brain washing) that allows him this behavior??? Just how are you justifying this??    Guess what? Rabbit is out of the hat. Good luck with that one.  I know her name, but can’t remember it at the moment.  How many times have I lied to you?  I don’t know if it’s true or not.  But, what I think is that the Karma is on the way.  David has realized that not only does he not love you, but he dislikes you plenty too.   Good luck with that one.  I knew it could never last, and I was shocked honestly that it has this long.  The cognitive dissonance in his head from your gaslighting and controlling ways have got to be creating him great mental anguish.  Good luck, you are going to need it.  Oh, by the way, I did not hear the rumor from the Janea.  I heard about it before Janea came back to us.  So, like it or not, word gets around.  Someone wanted the mother in law to know for her kids sake.  I say fuck the  kid. I wish David all the happiness in the world.  He can come sit at my table anytime except of course, if he brings you along, I will flat out turn you both away.  I will apologize to David.  But you will get no such respect from me.  YOU—YYYYYOOOOOUUUUUU have killed it.

Long story, short response:  No ONE gives a fuck about what you think, nor about your fantasies of being Clyde’s princess, hate to break it to you, but you never were.  Should have checked in with him, and verified for yourself, before you drew those conclusions.  He hates what you have done to me.   And that is exactly why you are not ever going to be hi princess.  

You are right about Clyde he wants to love.  He wanted my kids.  But the day electronics started being delievered to our house, when you didn’t have a job, and you were told to get a local job to help with mileage on my truck, and the last insult as far as Clyde is concerned, he asked you when you were going to help with the energy bill, and your tone of voice and face glared nothing but contempt.  Baby, that is the very moment, you lost Clyde.  If you actually thought you were getting away with something, you were entirely WRONG. You got away with nothing, and we started losing trust in you, because you did not respect what we wanted.  YOU blew it.  YOU brought this on yourself.  

You come off as the one thing that you claim to hate.  ENTITLED.  You feel entitled to Clyde’s affection and unending pampering, WHY?  What have you done to deserve that?  Absolutely, NOTHING. He sees you.  He’s not the idiot you portend him to be.  He sees you and he can’t stand who you are.

So, no, Janea is NOT in YOUR family.  But, we have not given up on her.  If anyone in the family is daddy’s princess it is her…..   So, if you were ever actually his princess, it not only didn’t last very long, you have been completely replaced.

What you want or say doesn’t count anymore for anything.  You are a BAD person.  You don’t give a shit who you hurt while you keep up on your little campaign of hate and cruelty.   I’m sorry but the sword won’t go in anymore, and guess what?! I lived.  I was right, you are incapable of punishing me.  So just go the fuck away. 

You know the totally mean things you said to Janea.  Would have loved to have been there to remind you that you were acting very juvenile way, throwing what power you thought you have out there to stop her from my mind games? BAHAHAHAHAHAA.  Janea knows you way better than you think.  She knows that behavior by heart, because she’s had other abusers in her life and she knows exactly how they treat her.   She has discovered that you fall right in line with the rest.  So, let it go.  Where she goes at this point is her decision to make, and no one elses, no matter how much you or I dislike something.  

Wake up Mak? The world sees right through YOU! So, if you really want nothing to do with us, then why send messages?  And answer is just really easy: STAY THE FUCK AWAY.  IF you are miserable right now, it’s your own damn fault.  Fucking lay in it.  I’m done with you.  

So just go the fuck away.  You’ve caused enough pain for many lifetimes, wallow in the pain you created.  Be proud, cause I know you will be.  And just shut your mouth, and stay away. 

Don’t show up without calling first, and oh, just don’t fucking show up.  And NO, I’m not giving you a phone number to call.  You should have the message by now–don’t want to hear it, don’t want to see it, don’t want to live with it, not interested in being your victim, your whipping boy, or anything else.  Just LEAVE US ALL alone!

Get it? Got it? Good? Any further communication from this point on, will be considered harassment and we will act accordingly.  Even if it means putting YOU in a mental hospital where YOU belong.   And don’t think for a minute, I don’t have the tools and know how to do it.  I could probably send you to a ward for life.   Think about it. I know the why, the how, the if’s, and that you have at least one good example in your life, and you have shit on it all. 

Last but not least, LEAVE US ALONE, STAY THE FUCK AWAY.  And oh, one last thing… GO THE FUCK AWAY.   You are a female Chris Watson, you are NO better than your father.  You are wickedly angry person, and I’ll take NO MORE SHIT from You.

1. If you do not respect me, then I will make you do so.  Do not test me. 

 

1. At this point, you have lost the war.  There is nothing you can do that will intimidate me.

 

All you will do is trigger my fighting mode, and I am here to tell you, I will win.  Consider me armed and dangerous, just don’t tempt me.  

GO THE FUCK AWAY!

While I am in the business of trying to cut you as deep as I can to make double sure you don’t show up expecting anything from us– I called you as bad as your father.

Guess what hit the news after he died??? He raped your aunt.  He RAPED his own sister. That is where I put you, that is your classification because when you mess with peoples minds and try to manipulate them and control them that is exactly what you are doing–YOU are raping them.  

Stay away, send no messages, leave all the rest of your victims in this family alone.
It is YOU who is not part of this family, NOT Janea.  And you created the mess you are laying in now.  Not me.  Go the hell away, and leave me and my family alone.